| Location | Portsmouth |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 6/2007 |
| Date of Death | 6/2007 |
| Visitors | 3,018 since 15/07/2007 |
| Creator |
****PLEASE BE ADVISED****
PLEASE NOTE THAT ON THE PICTIURE PAGE, THERE IS A PICTURE OF TAYLOR AT 18 WEEKS OLD, (FROM
CONCEPTION) SO HE IS VERY SMALL AND VERY RED LOOKING DIFFRENT FROM FULL TERM BABYS, SOME PEOPLE MAY
FIND THIS HARD TO DEAL WITH SO PLEASE DO NOT LOOK IF YOU CANT HANDLE!!!
This memorial website was created in
the memory of our loved one, Taylor Robert Ceighton Taylor was born
sleeping on June 28th 2007 23.50 pm. He was our first born
Taylor was born at 18 weeks, His memory will always be with us.
He was loved by all, especially his mummy and daddy, his nanny and grandad's and his auntie charlie
and uncle Marty and Billyjoe, his cousin was born a few months before hand and unfortunally Taylor
will never get to meet him his name was Ryan,
One day you will have a brother and sister, But remember you havent been forgotten or replaced you
will always be loved
Bereaved Parents Wish List
I wish my child hadn't died. I wish I had him back.
I wish you wouldn't be afraid to speak Taylors name. My child lived and was very important to me. I
need to hear that he was important to you also.
If I cry and get emotional when you talk about him, I wish you knew that it isn't because you have
hurt me. His death is the cause of my tears. You have talked about him and you have allowed me to
share my grief. I thank you for both.
Being a bereaved parent is not contagious, so I wish you wouldn't shy away from me. I need you now
more than ever.
I need diversions, so I do want to hear about you, but I also want you to hear about me. I might be
sad and I might cry, but I wish you would let me talk about my child; my favorite topic of the day.
I know that you think of and pray for me often. I also know that his death pains you too. I wish you
would let me know these things through a phone call, a card or note, or a real big hug.
I wish you wouldn't expect my grief to be over. this first year has been traumatic for me, but I
wish you could understand that my grief will never be over. I will suffer the death of my child
until the day I die.
I am working hard in my recovery, but I wish you could understand that I will never fully recover. I
will always miss my child and I will always grieve that he is gone.
I wish you wouldn't expect me "not to think about it" or "be happy". Neither will happen for a very
long time, so don't frustrate yourself.
I don't want to have a "Pity party", but I do wish you would let me grieve. I must hurt before I can
heal.
I wish you understood how my life has shattered. I know it is miserable for you to be around me when
I'm feeling miserable. Please be as patient with me as I am with you.
When I say, "I'm doing okay", I wish you could understand that I don't "feel" okay and that I
struggle daily.
I wish you knew that all of the grief reactions I'm having are very normal. Depression, anger,
hopelessness and overwhelming sadness are all to be expected. So please excuse me when I'm quiet and
withdrawn or irritable and cranky.
Your advice to "take it one day at a time" is excellent advice. However, a day is too much and too
fast for me right now. I wish you could understand that I'm doing good to handle an hour at a time.
Please excuse me if I seem rude, certainly not my intent. Sometimes the world around me goes too
fast and I need to get off. When I walk away, I wish you would let me find a quiet place to spend
time alone. I wish you understood that grief changes people. When my child died, a big part of me
died with hir. I am not the same person I was before my child died and I will never be that person
again.
And above all I wish you understood when I say I need my family that I am needing their love and
their strength to help me through some of my roughest days and nights.
I wish very much that you could understand ~ understand my loss and
my grief.
But....
I pray daily that you will never understand
Taylor was a playful baby inside and he would never stay still,
he was loved very much and was conceived in love,
he was put on earth to bud, but will bollosm in heaven
RIP my angel
Most people walk in and out of your life.
......oooO.......... ....
.....(....).....Oooo ...
......)../.....(.... )....
.....(_/.......)../. ....
...............(_/.. .....
But only Loved ones leave footprints in your heart.
xxx
Hi Taylor
Hi Taylor,
just came across this and wanted to leave something on here. I just want to say your Mummy, Daddy and your beautiful sister Summerjo think about you always. You were to good for this world little man, but are close to many peoples hearts. Im sure your up there somewhere looking down on everyone especially Summerjo making sure she is behaving. Forever in our hearts Taylor xx
Happy Birthday
to my gorgeous baby boy,
Happy 2nd Birthday for yesterday sorry i couldnt get on , I thought of u non stop I have u some pressies and grandad lee sent u a pressie I miss u so much this yr was harder then last, im trying not to get angry but its so hard , i cant except it was meant to be i cant except any of that i just want u here with me, im getting angrier by the day and probley taken out on daddy
Love u always baby boy please dont forget
Mummy xx
Happy 2nd Birthday
Taylor,
Well today is your 2nd Birthday in Heaven and I'm in shock 2 years have flown by and I know your mummy is even more shocked. I hope your celebrating with my boys and I hope your watching over ur mummy & sister today and always. Summer Jo is truly a gift from you and I bet she looks like you in so many ways too.
Happy 2nd Heavenly Birthday taylor
xoxo
My gorgeous baby boy im sorry i dont get to come on anymore i hate this new gts,
i hope u like ur new stuff at ur garden i think of u every minute of the day and night i love u always and forever baby boy xxxxxx
Hello my grogeous lil man for once gts let me on talk to u,
i hope ur ok and looking forward to christmas make sure u write santa a letter i bet u have been a gd boy so will get lots of pressies , the one presant i would ask santa for is to give me to be able to give my little angel a hug that never ends, i miss u soo much, summerjo helps keep me busy bu i just feel a huge hole is in me and wont heal in the slightest im sorry i dont go to ur garden as much as i use to, i really do summerjo is at creche week after next so im gna come down and spend an hr with u, its coming to ur due date and i just keep thinking of how life should be , i miss u so much it hurts,
Love u baby boy
always in my heart forever and always
Mummy xxxx
A message from your Mummy
to my gorgeous lil man taylor, happy halloween i hope u had lots of fun and was wrapped up warm in this cold weather im sorry i havent been down to see u in a while, i miss u so much and cant help but think of ur due date coming up, i talk about u to summerjo all the time and i know shes proud to have a big brother like u as i am proud to say ur my son, i havent been able to get on ur site for a long time but im working on getting it sorted always and forever in my heart love you a million Mummy xxxxxx
Go ahead and mention my child,
The one who died you know.
Don't worry about hurting me further,
The depth of my pain doesn't show.
Don't worry about making me cry.
I'm already crying inside.
Help me to heal by releasing
The tears that I try to hide.
I'm hurt when you just keep silent,
Pretending she didn't exist.
I'd rather you mention my child,
Knowing that she has been missed.
You asked me how I was doing.
I say "pretty good" or "fine."
But healing is something ongoing.
I feel it will take a lifetime.
Author~Elizabeth Dent
Count Your Friends
It is not wise to count your friends
on a bright sunny day.
When the sky is blue
and smiles come so easliy.
Instead wait for a storm,
when the clouds are dark
and the day grows cold.
Laughter is not heard
in your heavy heart.
Then when a friend comes
and stands beside you
and lifts your spirits to the sky
and laughter is in your heart,
he or she deserves the name...
"FRIEND"
Thank you, my Friend,
for braving the storms with me
and for making the sunny days
so much brighter.
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